aggghhh

so school starts in a month or so, and i am really starting to freak out as to how the heck i am going to pay for it, how are sam and i going to be able to survive on one income slash one and a partime income. its tight already wth both of us working full time, but when i go back to school its going to be even harder. i have to keep reminding myself that God is in control and that the won't let us down even though things don't have to work out how we want them to.
The Lord knows that i am not content with my job, so i believe that he has opened up a path for me, so that i can go back to school, get a bachelors degree in human development, get my masters in special education, use this knowledge to help people. but He has not shoen me so clearl;y as He revealed this careerath howe the money sid of things was going to work out. i think that is the faith side of things. if i have the faith to quit my job(which makes me miserable) and go back to school and do what He has told me to do(i.e. given me great peace about) then i believe that it will all work out. hiowever, i need all the prayer that i can get because this is not going to be very easy.